i hope this blog answers some of the mysteries of the universe. if not, i hope the people who stopped by through a google search found what they were looking for.

over the last month, people found this site because they were looking for "gay sydney 2008" or "living gay sydney" - must have been disappointed because my life isn't exactly a mirror of gay sydney hedonism - orgies, drugs, multiple sex partners or parties. instead i spend my time worrying about what gay sydney doesn't write about in their blog - body image, plastic surgery, skin cancer from sunbeds, age, clothes, drugs that don't work, bad sex, no sex, singlehood and finding love.

"kerry degman" whom i would like to marry [list of men i'd like to marry], has yet to propose. but if its "london pretty+australia" that you are looking for, conn hasn't arrived yet. but when i "spotted london preppy", it will deserve an entry here complete with red blocks over eyes pics.

to whoever is researching about "red splashbacks", my advice to you NO. you will get sick of it and regret this for the rest of your life.

i go to "fitness first+sydney" and specifically "fitness first+darlinghurst" which is okay but i much prefer "fitness first+kings cross" because the view from the threadmills is much better and the boys are hotter. with so much cruising happening in the change room at kings cross, they should rename it "bodyline" or "357". btw, gyms in darlinghurst or kings cross are good "gay pick up areas sydney".

i still suffer from "relationship substantiation" which makes it hard for me to meet boys since they get dissected to death from a distance and get tossed in my trashcan even before they say hello. as for "what is a pretty boy syndrome mean", they are often misunderstood.

if you are looking for a "gay sydney neighbourhood live", i'd encourage you to stay within the gay triangle of darlinghurst, surry hills and potts point if you want mainstream gay. life in newtown and erskineville while nice is best experienced with clean living, dual incomes and pet in tow.

"imedeen work", i don't really know because i am starting to doubt this myself. but i am afraid to stop taking it. like how i'm afraid if i stop having a trusty supply of "stilnox", i will not be able to sleep.

i don't know "is armin van buuren is gay or straight". who really cares. if i were you, i'd be more concerned that his last album, imagine, was really crap. besides intricacy which i like, the rest was awful. armin, please pay attention.